trouble sleeping so I might as well write

My nose is stuffed up a bit so that it's a little hard to breath through my nose and I don know if I'm tense but I'm having trouble relaxing to sleep.

so I thought I'd try typing a bit.  I thought maybe I'd encourage lucid dreaming by writing about my day.  maybe I'll at least remember my dreams.

so the day went pretty well over all.  We had a homebuyer's class that went from 9 a.m. to 1:30pm  It was supposed to go to 2, but got out a bit early.  They also bought us lunch.  There were only 9 of us in the class, and the instructor was pretty good.  There was a lot of material that everyone in the class had already lived through.  I think everyone was going to the class to satisfy a requirement of a grant/loan deal and had already found a house and had a closing date.  It was a good class.

It was sort of both reassuring and. . nervousness inducing at the same time, but not too much nervousness.

When we got home, we went for a walk, and then both took naps on the couches sort of spontaneously.  I'd been looking forward to a "movie night" but Billy was too tired to really enjoy one so we put it off.  It was good for me though because I got some useful stuff done for my juries.  I'm still not working on them enough.  I was, however disappointed and had some of my crazy "jarring" effect  get to me.  It was probably for the best anyway.

After I worked on my Juries until around 8:30, I came downstairs and had ice cream while Billy watched youtube DIY woodworking shows.   He went to bed and I came up to give him a leg massage because he said his legs were aching.  Then I played Hearthstone until I tried to sleep a bit after 1. . maybe 1:30. I did get Natalie to lay in bed with us until I got up because I wasn't breathing through my nose well and I couldn't relax.

NOw it's almost 3 and if I still can't relax when I go back up I'll come down and try some alcohol.  I'm planning on picturing myself flying around or walking around our new house and see if I can make myself dream about it.

o.k. now I sleep.  good night/morning.